alrights. today, it will be my birthday celebration. i know i should be happy.i seriously know. but i feel like crying instead. there's sth weighing me down. it let me feel so not right. i have been trying to have a good laugh, but i couldn't. i just need a good listening ear like my cousin so that i could pour everything out. when i always bottle things up, this is what happen. i am so glad that in the past few year cousin was around or else, i dunnoe what would happen to me.
just hope that today might somehow cheer me up or something. afterall, it is my birthday celebration. i should be happy! i'll try. *cross fingers*
aites,CHAO!
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